Livin' Large

This is the biggest I have ever been.

I know in the past I felt fat but nothing compared to this.  It's weird semi:

Hurt

Well, I have fallen for the allure of female friendship again only to be reminded how bitchy women can be. 

Groups of women have never seemed to like me.

And high school I would have 2 friends, Amy and Eileen, and when they got together they would leave me out of things.  Talk smack behind my back.  Etc.

Now I have ousted myself from a group of 5 friends who constantly write back and forth on facebook.  I " left the conversation" and now no 1 will let me back in.

Feelings: hurt.  Rejection: present.

I want to make them feel as outcast and lonely as I do.  Oh well.